Well, our visit to the vet today didn’t go as well as we’d hoped but we did have 2 small victories. Kobe did get his sutchers out and we threw away the cone of shame! YAY!!!
The vet took some chest x-rays so we could see if there were any spots on Kobe’s lungs. Prior to his amputation there was 1 micro-spot on his lungs that the vet thought could be the cancer but it was so small she couldn’t say for sure that is what it was. Unfortunately on today’s x-rays there were 7 very definite spots (they were easy even for me to see) which the vet said demonstrates that the cancer has spread to the lungs and become very aggressive. She said looking at the x-rays she would not recommend chemo for Kobe. I am going to do a bit more research on nutrition (there is so much on Tripawds that I haven’t been able to wrap my brain around it yet) to see if there are things in his diet we should change.
I really am just devestated..I guess because in the last couple of days Kobe has really started to seem like his old self again that I just thought he must be doing better. Our vet was super encouraging that Kobe is out of pain and we are lucky to have time to spoil him and enjoy lots of quality petting. I just wish we could go back a month to before we had ever heard of osteosarcoma…..
As Kobe and I were driving home from the vet – he was groggy because they had to give him some sedation to take the x-rays and I was in tears – and I tried to think of how I was going to tell my husband the bad news and I tried to think of some blessings to focus on instead of the incredible sadness. I came up with the following:
1. I am thankful that we have such a wonderful dog who continues to bring us such happiness!
2. I am thankful that we had the resources to go through with the amputation and take away his pain.
3. I am thankful that we found a vet who cares for our dog, takes the time to explain confusing medical terms to me and encourages us to enjoy our time with Kobe.
4. I’m thankful that even though things haven’t gone exactly how we would have wished – there is still time and things will come a bit more into perspective in the morning (it always seems worse at night).
Kobe and his cousin Sophie waiting for a Christmas treat from Grandma
Kobe with his daddy and our nephew..who is also Kobe's special buddy